For the last 2 weeks, Mother has focused on freeing your soul in Her Monday live streams. I wasn’t able to reach out to you last week so I’m posting both videos in this blog post. As I have matured emotionally and spiritually my relationship to freedom has changed dramatically. I used to believe that freedom meant doing what I wanted, when I wanted, for however long I wanted. It wasn’t until many years into my spiritual awakening that I recognized this for the prison it was.
It was a fantasy that allowed me to never grow up and continue wishing to be perpetually spoiled and catered to in every way because I deserved it damn it, after the pain and suffering of my childhood. Under the shroud of this fantasy, my soul was suffocating. It turns out my soul yearns to experience growth in every way and that means allowing the big switch to making sure I get what my whole self needs rather than what my immature self wants.
My soul yearns for all of life in its gorgeous, messy, hilarious, joyful, and painful expression. Getting everything I want would rob me of real life. And since it’s not possible anyway, today I’m choosing life and the freedom of my soul over a fantasy that keeps me bound to my fears.
I love asking my inner wisdom questions and letting go of a direct answer but rather opening to the unfolding of awareness and experience. How does that feel for you? Let me know in the comments section. It’s always such a joy to hear from you.